Raging Fits of Happiness

The things that light my soul on fire.

Heavy Blankets of Apathy

on December 6, 2016

I’m generally a pretty happy person, but sometimes I get caught up in feeling overwhelmed. I’ve experienced a lot of pain in my life, as I’m sure many people have. I try to stay open all the time, but the part of me that is tired of feeling pain puts up these huge walls, which don’t let any good in either. They’re also really hard to climb. So, when I have things to do it’s really hard for me to get out of that fortress my mind builds. 

I don’t really know where this is going, but I know sometimes other people relate, and I guess I needed to get it out there. I feel overwhelmed and small. I know being present is how to help anxiety, but I didn’t build any windows in my fortress. 

If you guys could send me some good vibes, that’d be awesome. 


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